A love story only God could write

It's been a total of 5 years since I've been on a date. Seriously. No lie. Absolute truth.

Sometimes, I think there's something wrong with me. Come on...what normal girl doesn't have a dating life, even a sporadic one? If you can't find a guy at your work, church, or local bar...just hop on the good ol' WWW and find a guy online! I can't tell you how many times I've been tempted to join eHarmony.

It's especially hard when I see friends I've known since middle/high school getting married. I'm only 21! Should I be feeling the urge to marry so soon?

For the most part, I'm happy with my life and where I am. My life isn't perfect by far but it is mine and I have the power to change it. And I am working on changing the things in my life that I don't like.

And while there are many times I feel that there's something wrong with me, I know that I am doing things the right way. I'm not hooking up with guy after guy, trying to find Mr. Right. The amazing thing is, God knows who my Mr. Right is. He created him especially for me. He is preparing him for me and preparing me for him. Right now is not the right time for us to meet.

But we'll meet. And the love story that will follow will be the most amazing I've ever witnessed. It will be a love story God designed. The relationship will be based on God, not ourselves. And I'm so excited to meet this guy. He's going to have to be pretty special to put up with me. That's for sure.